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WHAT A FUCKING SURPRISE, GUESS WHO SHOWED UP AT MY DOOR THE NEXT DAY…DEBI. I DID NOT WANT TO LET HER IN, BUT I THOUGH WELL I MIGHT AS WELL KNOW IT ALL, I HATED HER STUPID SMUG FACE, AS A MATTER OF FACT THE MORE I LOOKED AT HER, THE MORE WITCH LIKE SHE APPEARED. “WHAT DO YOU WANT”? WAS MY WARM WELCOME. “I NEED TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT JIM” SHE SAID WITH DAGGERS FLYING FROM HER EYES. I OPENED THE DOOR FURTHER WITHOUT A WORD AND SAT AT THE DINING ROOM TABLE. SHE CAME IN AND SAT ACROSS FROM ME. SHE STARTED RIGHT AWAY “I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT JIM AND I HAVE A SPECIAL FRIENDSHIP”, I DON’T APPRECIATE YOU FLAUNTING YOURSELF AND HANGING AROUND HIM ALL THE TIME”. SHE CONTINUED, “KATE IS MY BEST FRIEND AND I KNOW A SNEAKY WHORE WHEN I SEE ONE”. “JIM TELLS ME EVERYTHING AND I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE UP TO”. SHE HAD THE NERVE TO CONTINUE ON BY SAYING, “I WOULD NEVER HURT KATE, OR CROSS THAT LINE, JIM AND I ARE JUST GOOD FRIENDS, AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I WILL TELL KATE WHAT YOU ARE DOING”. “SO, WHY DON’T YOU GO AFTER SOMEONES ELSES HUSBAND”. I JUST LOOKED AT HER LIKE,”ARE YOU A COMPLETE IDIOT”!!! “WOW” I SAID, “YOU COULD NOT BE FURTHER OFF, YOU ARE DUMB”. I CONTINUED, “WHAT A SAD WOMEN YOU ARE, YOU ARE SO PATHETIC TO COME BY MY HOME AND ACCUSE ME OF SOMETHING YOU KNOW ABSOLUTELY NOTHING ABOUT”…”WOW WHAT AN IDIOT”. I THOUGHT, HUM SHE DOES NOTKNOW, THAT I KNOW ABOUT HER AND JIM. SHE HAS THE GULL TO COME OVER HERE PRETENDING TO BE SOME MARRIAGE SAVIOR, WHEN SHE HAS BEEN FUCKING HIM FOR MONTHS. I COULD NOT BELIEVE THESE PEOPLE WERE MORE FUCKED UP THAN I COULD EVER THINK POSSIBLE. SO, I SAID, “YOU ARE MORE FUCKED UP THAN I EVER THOUGHT A PERSON COULD POSSIBLY BE….WOW” I SAID WITH A SMIRK ON MY FACE JUST TO PISS HER OFF. I JUST LAUGHED AT HER, “YOU SHOULD LEAVE NOW BEFORE I BUST A GUT, YOU ARE SO RIDICULOUS”. I COULD TELL THIS PISSED HER OFF, SO I WALKED TO THE DOOR LAUGHING ALL THE WAY, OPENED IT AND SAID’ “THANKS FOR THE GIGGLES, NOW LEAVE”!!!! SHE HUFFED OUT, WITH “FUCKING WHORE, BITCH, CUNT” UNDER HER BREATH. LAUGHING I SAID “WHAT A LITTLE POTTY MOUTH YOU HAVE” AS I SLAMMED THE DOOR. I SAT AGAINST THE DOOR, WITH MY HEART HAMMERING IN MY CHEST. I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO BELIEVE NOW, BUT I WAS PRETTY SURE, SHE WAS A LYING MANIPULATIVE BITCH. JIM, WAS A FUCKING SNEAK, AND KATE WAS HOPELESSLY BLIND.
I SPENT THE REST OF THE AFTERNOON, TRYING TO RESIST THE URGE TO CALL JIM AND TELL HIM WHAT HAPPENED. I WONDERED IF HE KNEW SHE WAS COMING OVER…IS THAT WHY HE TOLD ME ABOUT THEM? I DID NOT CALL HIM, I WAS STAYING AWAY FROM THEM AND THAT MEANT STARTING NOW. SO, I FIGURED EITHER SHE IS STILL FUCKING HIM AND SEES ME AS A THREAT, OR HE DID STOP SEEING HER AND SHE KNOWS IT IS BECAUSE OF ME AND SHE WANTED TO SEE IF I WOULD GIVE HER ANYTHING. I WAS DYING INSIDE, BUT, HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ABLE TO HIDE MY EMOTIONS. SO, MUCH SO, MANY PEOPLE HAVE MADE THE MISTAKE OF THINKING I CARE ABOUT NO ONE. IT IS NOT TRUE, ITS JUST THAT EVERYTHING HURTS MY FEELING, AND I AM VERY CARING AND SENSITIVE, BUT I HIDE IT BY ALWAYS STAYING STOIC.EVEN NOW MY THERAPIST SAYS I SHOULD PLAY POKER. HE EVEN SAID HE DID NOT THINK I CARED ABOUT ANYONE MUCH, WOW THAT IS FUCKED UP. I AM WORKING ON THAT…LOL. ANYWAY, BACK TO THE PAST.
