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The Anatomy of an Unsafe Abortion

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I was in clinic when I heard the overhead STAT page to the emergency room.

As I sprinted down the stairs, I ran through the possible scenarios. I wasn't on call today, so the day-to-day gynecologic emergencies weren't my purview. I hadn't operated on anyone in the past few weeks, so it was unlikely that it was one of my own patients with a complication.

Logically there was only one conclusion.

A nurse was holding the staff entrance to the ER open. From the look on her face I surmised this was to save the minute or two it would take to punch in the numbers on the lock and inquire at the desk for patient's whereabouts.

"Down there," she pointed.

On the gurney lay a young woman the color of white marble. The red pool between her legs, ominously free of clots, offered a silent explanation.

"She arrived a few minutes ago. Not even a note." My resident was breathless with anger, adrenaline, and panic.

I had an idea who she went to. The same one the others did. The same one many more would visit. A doctor, but considering what I had seen, he could't have any formal gynecology training. The only thing he offered that the well-trained provers didn't was a cut-rate price. If you don't know to ask, well, a doctor is a doctor. That's assuming you are empowered enough to have such a discussion. I was also pretty sure his office didn't offer interpreters.

I needed equipment not available in an emergency room. I looked at the emergency room attending. "Call the OR and tell them we need a room. Now." And then I turned to my resident. I was going to tell him to physically make sure a room, any room, was ready when we arrived, but he had already sprinted towards the stairs. He knew.

We didn't wait for an orderly. A terrified medical student and I raced down the hallway with the gurney. The amorphous red pool dripped onto the floor as we rounded the corner to the elevators.


Photo by Wolfgang Hermann (Flickr).

The double doors that led to the operating rooms swung open. "The urology room. They’re between cases," my resident shouted.

I saw an anesthesiologist out of the corner of my eye. "You. Now!" Most emergencies can wait a few minutes to check in at the front desk and for the anesthesiologist and nursing staff to take stock of the situation. This was not one of them.

The urologist, whose room I appropriated, blustered and sputtered in behind me. "What the fuck are you doing barging in, I've got another case..." but as we moved my patient over to the operating table and he saw the blood, he stopped. He grabbed a tray of instruments and opened: "I'll be your scrub."

The anesthesiologist was pissed. Not really mad, more riled up than anything. No one likes to be blind-sided, no matter how well intentioned. And he probably thought I was overreacting. That is until he put in another intravenous.

"Fuck." What looked like blood-tinged water flashed back.

And now they all understood what I knew the second I laid eyes on this patient. Abortions that go horribly wrong bleed out. Quickly.

The room filled with surgeons, nurses, and students eager to help. To do something. Anything.

I opened the vagina and, by feel, clamped through the holes on either side of the uterus where I knew from experience I would find the uterine arteries, the likely site of the puncture. I didn't know which side, and at that point it didn't matter. I just needed to stop the blood flow. It took less than a minute. She would have bled to death if I had opened her belly.

The bleeding had stopped, and it was up to the anesthesiologist to fix the hematologic tempest of a vascular system so traumatized by sheer blood loss that it had run haywire and lost the ability to clot. Disseminated intravascular coagulation: this is how many young women die when an abortion goes wrong.

My hands started to shake. Everything from leaving my clinic to this point had been one crescendoing adrenaline-fueled reflex. Now that there was nothing physically for me to do the energy had to go somewhere.

I looked around. A forest of IV poles, laden with blood instead of fruit. Everyone not directly helping was running back and forth to the pharmacy or blood bank. A nurse and another surgeon started to clean the floor. We were all bonded by this nameless woman whose life we were desperately

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Shellireads 10 pts

This is a horrific story. 

 

I know that it takes a very short time to bleed out from your uterus but I honestly did not think people still had these types of things happen to them. 

It's hard to believe this is happening in America.

 

Call me stupid but I thought there were doctors and clinics and abortions available on demand.

I'm glad she lived!

Barbarahughes 106 pts

It's so good you got this story out. It gives perspective for those who oppose abortion and its availability to poorer women. So much is said in this Republican campaign that leaves out these vital issues. Well done, Barbara

jillicious 15 pts

This scenario is so terrible. When abortion became legal in certain states there were still similar stories. I was born in 1950. Over the years the experiences and information and observations I have been made aware of tell these stories over and over again. If a Doctor performs these procedures without any anesthesia to 'teach the patient a lesson' that is another issue that sickens me.

Pink Bears 5 pts

I agree that abortion should be legalized to avoid situations like these, because they are going to happen anyway, however - I am confused by a world that believes a developing fetus to be part of a woman's body. Until I became pregnant myself I thought this was a religious issue for me, but after following the development of my daughter it seems obvious that it's a little person in there from the beginning. To be 'Pro-Choice' is really to state that it is a woman's right to end the life of another person.

Bad Luck Detective 269 pts

There is a fiction book, written by a Christian author, about the hypocrisy of anyone having a say over our own bodies. The name of the book is The Atonement Child by Francine Rivers. It was given to me by a nun who happened to be pro-choice. I was blessed to know this incredible lady and her insights into the world of women's health. Thank you Dr. Gunter. You remind me of this blessed woman.

Molly Jo 19 pts

Overwhelmingly powerful. And passionate. I wish bastards like these never existed.

outlawserenade 10 pts

Reason no. 1 why abortion should be legalized everywhere: So that it would be performed by people with actual, proper training. Thank God for people like you who knows what to do to safe a life. If @DrJenGunter would be so kind to post what happens *after* this life-saving episode, I'd appreciate it a lot.

SabrinaBlogs 212 pts

Amazing! I had not considered this reality either.

the.me.i.be 86 pts

Thank you so much for this. I hadn't considered this reality - that cut-rate abortions are still sought today by women who don't have ID to go to a safe, approved clinics or who can't afford a safe abortion even if their immigration status is not an issue.

KarenLynnn 1298 pts

i am so glad you were there and knew exactly how to stop the bleeding. this was such an emotionally gripping story. thank you for the awareness. i had no idea back room abortions were still going on.

trilcat 6 pts

I think that all abortions should be carried out in hospitals. No clinics, no backrooms. Legal, with counseling, subsidized by organizations like Planned Parenthood if necessary, but in a hospital.

bstrangely 7 pts

trilcat why? we have a real shortage of beds as it is. not to mention the fact that many clinics exist because the nearest hospital won't do them, maybe because of religious reasons. why do you believe abortions should not be done at pp or another clinic?

outlawserenade 10 pts

bstrangely I agree with trilcat . Reasons being: Whilst there are doctors in a clinic, they may or may not be ones trained for gynecological emergencies. Unless the clinic is one that specialize on gynecologic matters.

Cheney 14 pts

Unbelievable! I can't believe some of these comments...

Denise 1212 pts moderator

Cheney you mean on Dr Jen's blog?

Mona Gable 18 pts

Thank god she had you taking care of her, Dr. Jen. I don't just mean your medical skills and professionalism but your compassion. And thank you for sharing a story so many of us need to hear.

poppie 6 pts

Poor little baby that never had a chance and ended up in a bucket in the office of a backstreet abortion doctor. Oh, for the day when women will actually treasure life...

amountainmomma 32 pts

poppie Poor little woman who has no control over her life and for some reason her uterus belongs to society. Oh, for the day when society will leave us the hell alone and choose for ourselves...

esp3122 10 pts

I am so disgusted by some of the commenters: "She should have kept her god damned legs together" was especially putrid. Like she did it all by herself. Blame the woman, never the man. Maybe the man should have kept his "god damned pants on". What happened to chivalry, what happened to men respecting women, doing the right thing? Maybe she was raped? if she was an illegal immigrant, perhaps she came from a culture in which women are merely playthings, or objects, subservient to the man. That is what is so disgusting about this whole abortion debate: who are the loudest objectors to abortion? MEN. Congressmen, senators, presidential candidates. Republicans want smaller government, stay out of my life, government, OH WAIT, except you can intrude women's uteri at will, the ultimate invasion. Hypocrisy much? Sheesh ...

Denise 1212 pts moderator

esp3122 I understand your anger -- I just read the comment you mentioned, on Dr Jen's post on her blog. :-(

esp3122 10 pts

Denise Yeah, all women are tramps, whores, sluts who do nothing but have sex, sex, sex, (with whom? MEN!) so it's always our fault. How about pointing the finger at both parties; it takes two to tango.

Shellireads 10 pts

 esp3122 I missed the comment you are referring to and I am glad. 

NO ONE tells  a man HE should keep his legs shut also that is not the point. 

Having sex should not be a capital offense regardless of what one believes. This woman should not have lost her life because she could not have this baby.

 

kikimojo 18 pts

This post made my heart ache, for a lot of reasons. Thank you for your care and understanding of the gravity the situation required!

bereccah 24 pts

This is an amazing article. I have chills. Thank you for sharing this story...

NokomisMichelle 18 pts

I've always said their are two different legal systems in this country, and two different medical systems. I wish we could all be treated as humans instead of profits but that will never be the case. The cost of medicine is just too high money to not be a concern. This girl was lucky she ended up on your table. Honestly the article was so intense I had to step away from it, which means it was brilliant. You have to make people feel like they're in the situation or they'll never take it seriously. This article makes the reader take it seriously. Job well done- on both counts.

Julie Adolf 28 pts

How horrifying. Thank goodness for doctors like you and the team who helped this poor woman.

victorias_view 2774 pts moderator

My heart aches for this woman - thank you for sharing this story.

LadyAnne 29 pts

This is so powerful - I want to share it with every woman I know.

Denise 1212 pts moderator

Thank you, Dr Jen. Thank you for being there -- for saving women's lives.

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RobertFischer
RobertFischer

avflox linking to "Anatmony of an Unsafe Abortion" revealed that I somehow stopped following DrJenGunter. Boo. I blame Twitter. #fixt

writercarrie
writercarrie

sarahwcaron this is making me cry.

sassymonkey
sassymonkey

sarahwcaron The part about her being dropped off without so much as a note breaks my heart.

nika7k
nika7k

sarahwcaron sassymonkey find words - get ANGRY and dont EVER feel like its not "our" problem - could be any of us/our daughters - fight

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Mary Tullila
Mary Tullila

The only comment I'll make (before I say too much) is this...
There are NO abortions that are safe.. legally or otherwise.

The Professional Hypochondriac
The Professional Hypochondriac

Thanks for sharing. Really an eye-opener....