Backwards and Forwards
By feelingbeachie on December 31, 2012
Like many people, I get reflective at the end of the year. I look back on the year that was and think about what I hope the New Year will be…
Have you ever read one of you blog posts a year later?
Well, I just did.
I just read what I posted last New Year’s Eve – and couldn’t help but roll my eye, initially that is. At the time I wrote the post, I thought that 2011 was a bad year. I complained that we had issues in the house and had to undergo constant construction. I complained about our cat, Alex, had to have his tail amputated. I complained about Hurricane Irene hitting. I just complained….How foolish was I?
I had no idea at the time I wrote the post that we would be without a kitchen for four months (and counting) – because as Marc now says “you should never do renovations and have a hurricane at the same time. You got to do one or the other.” Where was this wisdom a few months ago????
I had no idea at the time I wrote that post that our time with Alex was coming to an end. I had no idea that we would have to say goodbye to our sweet boy, our special friend.
I had no idea at the time I wrote that post that Hurricane Irene was just a dress rehearsal. I had no idea that a Super Storm was heading our way, and Sandy would completely wreak havoc on us, our home and so many of our friends and family.
But my self imposed anger at foolishness was short lived as I read how I closed the post….
“I hope that 2012 only brings good health and happiness to everyone. But, I also know that it will bring challenges, and when that happens, I hope everyone stays strong and gets to see the rainbow after the rain.”
When I read those words I realized that my wish for everyone came true for myself. 2012 was full of challenges, but they made me stronger. I really believe I am a different person now than I was last year. I found an inner strength that I never knew I had. I learned to appreciate the little things in life, things that I normally would take for granted. I realized that I don’t need material possessions to be happy. I learned how fortunate I am to have a very wonderful and supportive family as well as amazing friends. And finally, I realized that we shouldn’t waste our time and energy “sweating the small stuff” – instead we should try to enjoy every moment we have, because we really never know what tomorrow will bring….
Happy New Year! I hope all your tomorrows are happy and healthy ones. I hope that 2013 is a great year for everyone… Love you all…..