bi polar mania
This is morning number two. Two day's two nights up, suffering with dillusional ego tripping mania.
Firs of all The pharmacy gave me a generic brand of one of my medications, and i took it. well I slowly went mad. I went even more manic when i switched back to the regular pills I take.
Crying in fear I my go to the dark side.
In towards the last 10 hors, I know I have to crash eventually, I realize these are dillusions of grander. Ego trip, I am a healer, Peole need me, everybody is tugging on me. Loving on me. Ego tripping me. Telling me how awesome I am and praising me how glad they are to be my friend. Clinging to me.
I am a writer, a poet, a creator, I thrive on attention.
Bi polar mania.