By vloganblog on January 24, 2009
One month later. How did I get so lucky? He’s what I’ve been waiting for. He’s more than I knew could be waiting for me around this sudden corner. I’ve prayed for it, for a companion, for someone to look forward to. This is that movie feeling, you know the one that you see on screen and figure is just a movie, but you secretly hope is real? Yeah, that one. I’ve got it. But what timing, I’m leaving school, heading for a new life and here he is. I wonder how he fits into the puzzle. Regardless of what lies ahead, I will carry even the last weeks with me; he will be a building block, a ray of hope. After meeting him I’m not in such a hurry to get out of here, I want to keep cultivating our relationship. For years I’ve dreamed of getting out of Madison. Moving on and getting to a city, a place of possibilities. But with Him, it no longer feels like where I go that matters but who I’m with. Right now I would rather be taking a walk with Him then moving off all alone.
Months Continue, How Lucky Can I Be?
My relationship, my friend. You came when I didn’t expect it, wasn’t looking for you. I had my eyes fixed ahead. Even after night one and two, I didn’t expect anymore. You have come into my life and offered insight, support, direction, laughter, intimacy, anticipation. I don’t fear you, I don’t have to cling to you because I believe you care about me. Where this will lead doesn’t seem important, the present journey is my focus.
Today was the end of a great weekend with you. Not seeing each other in a while added excitement. I see you growing towards me, slowly, but strides. Opening up, being real. Gifts, the tone of your voice, small gestures. I see it. All signs of improvement. We clicked this weekend, had fun. You said it was fun to have fun with me. I knew I’d win you over!
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