OMG. This morning was the first time in a week I have been back to spin class. So not good. I was sweating and panting, and my legs were cramping and my ass hurt, and then I walked into spin class... (Ba dum Ba) I climbed onto that little seat; started pedaling and away I went. If only I could harness the power of the fat. But wait, maybe I can. Maybe I could use today’s fat as tomorrow’s cash cow.That’s it!...more
No matter what you do
it all goes wrong
No matter what you feel
no one will understand
sometimes even you don't get it.
The lesson you are learning
is clear like mud
the pain you are feeling
cuts to the quick
and there is nothing you can do to understand.
I left it last night in a not so great place for me. So I wanted to monitor myself today to see how I did. I got all the things I needed to do this morning get done. However, there is a loose string (and I HATE loose strings, I want things done and dealt with immediately) - I left a message for our case manager for tomorrow's appointment and she hasn't called back yet. I'm really edgy about it. It's one of those things I can't control but am going nuts because I want to....more
You wanted to go to that party on Saturday night yet no one invited you. Then there was the guy you wanted to talk to , yet other than wanting to be more than just friends, he paid no more added attention to you....more
The beach was pretty much empty. Besides me, there were a couple of ladies with several kids hanging out by the shoreline. These kids just finished having a surfing lesson. One of the kids was a girl of about ten. She abandoned her surfboard by the shoreline, and was heading into the ocean to frolic and play. Her mother called her name, trying to get her attention. The girl didn’t hear....more