Blow the Stress Bubble Away and Just Be Thankful

It's no secret that I live in a bubble of stress. Much of it is self-imposed, I can admit. This little bubble of what-if, prep for the next step, and be prepared is hard to shake. Hard to blow away.

And the last couple of weeks have not been easy. Work is busy, yet I'm still broke. My kids' behavior is out of control. A couple of weeks ago it was my son. Now it's my daughter. If you can call issues with a two-and-a-half year-old behavior issues. I feel tag teamed. By kids. By life.

As if any day isn't hard enough, balancing work and kids, today is a no-school day. And for some ridiculous reason, I thought I might be able to work. Which I did. I started at 3 am. Got a lot done, was ready to crank out more, and then they awoke.

It was downhill from there.

Despite my efforts to take a break and have fun cooking, setting up crafts, Christmas TV specials. It didn't work out.

One of my biggest complaints today is the amount of things that have been spilled. Food while cooking. Beads while beading. Half a bag of un-popped popcorn they were arguing over. Iced tea all over the basement rug. A huge bowl of snacks.

Fortunately, by the time the bowl of snacks was spilled, and I thought I just might explode, I laughed. I give up, and it's okay. No, it's not okay. It's wonderful!

With that laugh, I let down my guard and my little girl crawled up on the couch next to me. She put her arm around me and kissed my cheek. She loves me. In spite of me. And I her.

I look over at my little boy and smile at him, and he gives me the sweetest smile back. That boy has the most wonderful smile. Eyes twinkling say, "I love you mom, thank you." No buddy, thank you. I love you to the moon.

Thankful for my children The Laine List

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Both of you. And now I can blow that stress bubble away and just be thankful.

Laine blogs, and creates awesome WordPress customizations

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