Change About Me

Today’s NaBloPoMo writing prompt is

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

This is SUCH a loaded question.. ESPECIALLY when you aren’t in a good happy place mentally!!!

Yes my pity party is over BUT I am still not 100% so this really took me for a loop and I had to think long and hard about what to write.  I won’t share how many times I’ve deleted the text because of all the negative things that popped up LOL..

A lot of the things I would like to change about myself.. others find that it makes me who I am.. So I wouldn’t want to CHANGE but maybe “curb” some of these things..

I am a nurturer… not just because I am a mom.. it’s just who I am.  I CARE TOO DAMN MUCH.. and everyone doesn’t deserve that.  I’ve been burned more times than a lil bit but such is life.. I learn the lesson and vow to NEVER do it again.. and we know how that goes.. I extend the olive branch to someone else, or take someone else under my wing.. or feed 20 when I really only have enough for 10.. *sigh*.. It’s just who I am and always something I wished I could change but I can’t..

Mama BK said I missed my calling because I should have been a therapist.. everyone dumps on me and I help them.. but when I need that same outlet.. I don’t have it.. so I internalize it all and find myself breaking down.

Anywhoo.. while I wish sometimes I could remove how much I care.. God knows it’s for the better that I can’t.  Why because I bless someone and I am continually blessed in other areas of my life.  From great relationships to friendships and people who believe in me.. support me through all of my dreams..

#TeamBK is awesome and I love all of those who are members because each one of you make “caring too much” easier for me to deal with..

So let’s turn the tables.. and you answer the question.. What is the ONE thing you would change about yourself?


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