Curvy Girl for Life
By rlbean1987 on May 04, 2013
I have read some post lately of everyone trying to lost weight. This is no way going against what they are doing. This is me accepting who I am.
I have struggled with my weight for years. I have had highs and lows. I have tipped that scale at 200 and have been low as 140. I have accepted that I will no longer see 140 lbs. It has fluttered off into the distance and will never come back again to visit. In high school..I got picked on because of my weight but I just let it go. I figured I would never see those kids again so who really cares! At OBX one year some guys rode by and laughed at me when I was wearing a bikini. Do you know how bad that feels?
Today..I still battle it. I have learned though that I am the one who can change it, accept it and be happy with it. I am happy with my weight and how I look.
I WEIGH 164 LBS AND I LOVE IT.
Now before everyone says..thats not alot. I am not tall..at all. I am only 5'2. So look at 164 packed into 5'2. Yep..not alot to work with there.
Could I stand to lose some..yes...am I going to work out? Nope. Who am I kidding. I have not done it for years so why am I gonna start now? I eat okay. I do not eat fast food or drink a ton of soft drinks. I am just curvy and happy.
Now..for the photos over the years..I only have some as I have managed to avoid photos showing my tub! I would un tag my self on facebook, delete them off cameras or angle them certain ways to look good.
|Yep....there it is..all pudgy and sticking out!Atleast my boobs have a place to rest!|
|This is on our honeymoon..look at that belly!|