Filling Up

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Lately, the old distractions aren't working. Last week, I tried to watch TV. 

But its sedative effects weren't hooking me.

I tucked myself in early.

Out of habit, I connect to the stream of updates -- Facebook, NYT, etc.

But the updates leave me empty.

Finger is so used to clicking

What do I do now? Answer: Just lie here, without thinking or entertainment.

Phantom clicking in my finger

After a bit, I sink into it. Forgot how I love the feeling of 'listening' to breath in my belly. So comforting. Everything is softer.

It felt like this supersonic power source. As much as I could breathe in. Like a huge tube into my belly.

Has it always been there and I just click over it?




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