My wedding, my desires and how far I have come.

I've been questioning intent. Is there a significant difference when you live with intent or not? Yes, there is. An event where clear desire and *unbending intent* definitely didn't show up was at my wedding.In those years, I had no idea what I wanted, I was confused and couldn't deal with my deepest desires.I was torn between wanting not to be seen as middle class and my suppressed desire to be a princess for a day. ...more