Going within.Getting inside the canvas - like getting inside my soul.Feeling so bland, as if numbers mattered - the definition of bland! Seeking passion instead - the heat within the veins: blood, pulse, heart, guts, visceral, pumping, raw.(One day later) Back to the silence.I can feel more here.I can feel my heartreturning, warmingslowlyslowly.My insides coming to lifeslowlyso,slowlysoft and warm and fluttering (and French!)...more
Oh, Lord, I believe, help thou my unbelief" used to be one of my favorite prayers--along with "Send my roots rain," and "please, please, please let there be enough money in my account to cover that last check." (I don't know if it's true there are no atheists in foxholes, but I'm pretty damn sure there aren't too many the day before payday when you really needed that check two days earlier.)...more
It seems like only yesterday that I held my new born son in my arms--where have the years gone by? It was only a few years ago that he started nursery school and now he is now ending one chapter in his life and beginning a new one.
His commencement was a beautiful event. The principal's message was very eloquent - part of it included this beautiful passage
Do you ever feel some days like it can't get worse, then it does? So it can't get any worser, right? But it does.. again.. I had one of those weekends, as a matter of fact I think I have ha one of those lives..