The Chaos that is

It's Sunday morning 1/19. We should all be getting ready for church and showing up to that building to give thanks to our Lord for blessing us as he does. Yet, I am making excuses for why we won't go today while my husband, my kids father, the leader of our house still sleeps in a room that is no where near mine. We haven't slept together in 8 years- Yes, we have had sex during those years but not much. He has another love, a mistress if you will - an addiction to pain meds....more