Being Spontaneous (or not)

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Being A Voodoo Doll

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Sucker Punch to the Gut

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Abortion Healing and Alternative found in BabySpirit Meditation

Enter into a realm of spirit in the face of a difficult decision: should I keep the baby or do I get an abortion? Or, why am I having this miscarriage?...more


Now that I belong to "the club"... the awful club that should close its doors yet daily accepts new members... I often view happy pregnant women as "The Others".LOST fans will know that The Others cannot be trusted. ;-)They will rip out your heart, stab you where it hurts, crush your spirit, insult you, and rattle your last exposed and super sensitive nerve. They will do these things on a daily basis and they won't even notice they're doing it!!!!Their favorite weapon of choice?...more

Oh Lord, Knit in ME!!!

Hi and welcome to my blog!This is a place where women who long to have a child can scream out to God, "Oh Lord, knit in ME!!!!!"Some of you might add a "pretty pretty please" or "a cherry on top" to your cry and that's fine. As long as no one barters any body parts or promises regular church attendance in exchange for God's answer, I'll allow it. ...more

IVF and the Newlywed: Lost and Found

Lost and Found Sometimes things are too fresh, too green. You can’t talk about them until they settle. That’s how I was feeling this weekend. I just couldn’t bring myself to put my insides to “words”. Perhaps if I were to “paint it out” things would have gushed forth like butterflies, like blood.  ...more

IVF and the Newlywed: The Places That Scare You

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IVF and the Newlywed: The Things You Give Away

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I recently forced my new hubby to get rid of his bachelor couch.  It was a difficult ...more

Infertility and Up: How Pixar Tackled Living Child-Free after Infertility

It started with an emailed warning: Pixar's new movie, Up, contains a scene that depicts either pregnancy loss or infertility. It continued with posts--both embracing Disney for sensitively portraying the inability to build a family and condemning Disney for introducing yet another topic that parents don't wish to cover with their kids. Finally, I went to see it for myself. And I sobbed. ...more
I tried many remedies to conceive and then finally gave up and siad if it happens it will ...more