After Devastation and Loss, My Rainbow Baby Is Here

Dear Ruby, If you would have told me a year ago that I would go a day without crying, I wouldn’t have believed you. If you would have told me a year ago that I would laugh without guilt, I wouldn’t have believed you. If you would have told me a year ago that one day, my heart would once again be filled with joy, I wouldn’t have believed you. ...more
I understand your loss! And one day hope to understand your or of having a rainbow! I write my ...more

In the Storm: Baby Loss and Pregnancy Afterward

As I write, a storm rages outside.  Tumultuous clouds, scathing wind, thunder and falling branches, power lost, sideways rain -- I love it.  I love a good storm.But personal storms?  Storms in which clouds blacken my heart instead of the sky?  I'm not such a fan of those....more

Trying Again

Originally posted at my blog Finding My New Normal http://findmynewnormal.blogspot.com/2011/01/trying-again.htmlWell it's official now and I have the doctor's appointment to prove it. We are going to try for another baby.I'm excited and scared and hopeful and scared some more and excited and petrified and hopeful. Oh, and I'm scared too.I'm scared that I may not be able to get pregnant again, and I'm scared about being pregnant and all that goes along with it....more
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