I watch a young woman in the blooming and I am amazed, nope that word doesn't even encapsulate it, I am truly in wonder. I always beat myself up for not knowing how to conquer all of the battles of motherhood, after all this IS my second time around. I always thought I would not make a good mother, my patience has not always held the best reputation. I often thought that I would be too consumed in my grief over Trey that I could not give her all she deserves....more