How to start over?
By KrystenaK on September 27, 2009
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Honestly, I believe it's one of the hardest things I've ever done... SITTING ALONE. I've never liked being alone. It gives me too much time to think. My thoughts always turned to the negative aspects of life. Why!? I suppose being in love with your children knowing their health hangs in the balance would make one feel a little negative. My mission is for my children to get to know me. They have no idea.. Really, they don't even know who I am. I am or well, was a funny, happy positive and engergetic person. I was adventurous, creative, crafty, loved writing and PHOTOGRAPHY. I suppose all of those things are still part of me. I just need to embrace them again. I will but it's going to be a process. It's a life I've lived for 11 years now. Funny, how in an instant, I become who I am now (after the birth of my 2nd son, Caden) and it can't be just as easy to make a complete 360 and become who I "used" to be. For years, I've been a nurse first and a mom second (or that's how I feel at least). Where do I start?
If there are any moms in my situation or anyone who has any positive advise on how to find myself again and to find that balance between living life "normally" and caring for 3 chronically ill children.
Really, all I want is:
For my children to be healthy
To be happy
For my family to be happy
To have no regrests
To live in today and let yesterday go.
I look forward to hearing from you. I haven't done anything in so long and feel like my mommy ideas are well, dead. I need a little jump start.
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