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Hey, from kansas,

     I am a mother to 6 ages 18(g),17(b),13(g),4(b),4(b),2(b), I homeschool the latter 5. My 18 year old is out on her own. I have to be honest, At this point in time, I am so glad that I was blessed with 4 boys, Cause the two girls I can hardly handle lol. Now my oldest I had no problems with other then the snitty teenager stuff, but mild.....Until she moved out, She really wanted to move out on her own, And I thought she was ready, Now I think I should have made her stay put for a bit. I sent my 18 year old virgin, never drank, never even was around alcohol or drugs. What we got this last almost year I thought was gonna kill me. The first boy that asked her out, She went all out for, He was jobless, carless, pot smoker, heavy drinker, after 6 months of this, I had to put my foot down with her, I told her she was cut off from everything, I could not watch her destroy her life, I could not bear it ( one of two of the hardest things I have ever done in my life). I told her I let her father my ex do the same things to me, and I could not watch what was next for her, Beatings. ( the reason I said that to her, is because I asked this boy over to the house to talk with him, and he got rough with me, with my 2 year old in the room). That was it. I told her,  I would always be there, When she called for my help I would go through fire to get to her, But I would not support this or watch it. It took her two months, But she came to me, and she left him. She is on the right track again, Starting school in january, she wants to be a teacher. She is doing good, thank god..........Don't even get me started on the 13 year old, my wild child hahaha.