I love my children with all my heart , but I have been through alot with
each one of them.   With all my children I had gestational diabetes and
blood pressure problems,  the last one stay pressed against my spine for
3 months I was in so much pain  and dehydrated so bad that they gave
me a c-section at 8 months.   With each child I have been back in the
hospital with all types of problems, swelling, infections, hernia,
fatty liver, incision reopenned, gall bladder surgery, puck,
pancreattius, allergic reactions, and now I have siatica.  If I could
have 5 more like them I would in a minute but I can't,  because I have
had three c-sections so my tubes are cut tied and burned and not by
choice.  I plan to adopt one day not a baby but an older kid in need or
maybe be a foster mom because I believe having a loving family is what
gives all children the best chance possible.  There are several things I
love to do and writing is one. I love drawing and cooking too.  Anything
and everything that I have given my all has became a talent for me and
I am thankful for that. Right now I am on the verge of going back to
college because my mother inspired me when she graduated this year she
is indeed the finest example of a mother to me, and I pray that I can
be like her.