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How to Snap Out of Gulf Oil Spill-Induced Depression

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I'm an environmental blogger, but I haven't been blogging about the Gulf oil spill.

Sure, I linked to a few articles and videos here and there -- mostly to snarky, darkly funny, making-fun-of-BP type things like @BPGlobalPR, the fake BP PR twitter account that sends out hilarious tweets ("In case you missed our latest magic show, we made a fire vortex on the water! Tada!"). But blogging seriously about the oil spill? That I haven't been able to do.

GRAND ISLE, LA - JUNE 14: Oil is seen in the water off a beach June 14, 2010 on Grand Isle, Louisiana. The BP spill has been called the largest environmental disaster in American history. U.S. government scientists have estimated that the flow rate of oil gushing out of a ruptured Gulf of Mexico oil well may be as high 40,000 barrels per day. President Obama will make his fourth trip to the Gulf on Monday. (Photo by Spencer Platt/Getty Images)

Partly, this is because I'm not a scientist or engineer or economist who can elaborate on the social, ecological, and financial effects of the oil spill. I'm also not a citizen reporter on site, telling personal stories or snapping photos of oil-slicked birds on from the Gulf coast. Mostly, I'm simply a reader and a watcher, bombarded with worse and worse news about the spill. I'm looking on while feeling paralyzed by a sense of helplessness. After all, when a huge, multinational corporation under enormous public and governmental pressure to plug up an oil leak can't seem to plug up the damn leak, what the fuck can I do from my little apartment in Santa Monica?

I, like many environmentalists with a personal blog, like to write about solutions. That means sharing tips and ideas, usually with a can-do attitude. With the gulf oil spill, I'm at a loss. Donating money and signing petitions are important, but feel abstract, intangible.

Perhaps that's why Matter of Trust's efforts to collect hair and fur to clean up the oil spill got so many bloggers blogging -- at last, a concrete task! I did send in my hair, but alas, BP isn't going to be using the stuff.

And considering the enormity of the disaster, even if my hair could be used, my efforts seem small indeed. Earlier this week, BP agreed to put $20 billion -- a sum so large I can't even imagine what the money might looks like stacked in bills -- in a fund to help fishermen and others financially affected by the disaster. Yet that $20 billion, experts are saying, may not be near enough to address the aftermath of the disaster. So what's my 8 ounces of hair going to do?

I'm not alone here -- the sheer size of the problem seems to be keeping many other bloggers from blogging about the spill. In fact, some are avoiding not just writing about it, but hearing about it altogether. Writes Diana of Creating Balance:

I feel physically ill thinking about this, and have mostly avoided media coverage on it. I can't look at photos. I don't want to be stunned and depressed, I want to DO something....

This inability to DO anything to make a real difference seems to be what's keeping bloggers from blogging anything -- save the occasional post about a sense of paralyzing depression. "I am Depressed," is what Janet, an unemployed engineer who blogs at Hamster Dreams, titled her post -- which begins with a news article that, well, depressed Janet. Apparently, the people who actually ARE doing something about the Gulf oil spill and helping with clean up efforts could be at risk for reproductive health problems. Dwelling on that gruesome news leads to more gruesome thoughts for Janet:

Maybe our own foolishness and arrogance combined with a blind faith in either god or technology to save us, will result in mother earth taking charge and involuntarily greatly reducing our numbers, through disease, famine and natural and manmade disasters.

A little grim, but this depressive thought does highlight the fact that we must stop relying so much on fossil fuels if we don't want to simply repeat history. That's what we -- who feel depressed and disempowered -- can start doing right now, urges RD at The Alternative Consumer:

The spill has

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greenlagirl 5 pts

Wait -- I agree about cutting back on using fossil fuels individually, but I hope the post points out that's not ALL we can do -- The idea's to join collectively to create bigger changes :)

green LA girl ( http://greenlagirl.com )

yoladies 5 pts

Great post...I completely hear you. I have blogged about a wildlife rescuer currently working in the Gulf, but sadly, her abilities to do her job there seem to be as frustrating as our inabilities to do anything from where we are. Our (YoLadies) Environmental blogger has also written about her frustrations, our "tell-it-like-it-is" blogger has done the same, but like you said, it is hard to write about something so seemingly hopeless and depressing. All we can really do is cut back on oil products, and hope that will make a dent in the situation in some way.