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So today I weighed myself. It's bad. But I already knew it would be. 245.7. Yes, I will even add in the tenths since my scale does that. Now keep in mind, in high school, I weighed always between 135 and 150. I'm 5 ft 7. So this is alot. About 100 lbs over that. Even when I was in my 20's up to about age 30, the highest I ever got was between 165 and 175. So that makes me look at what happened from age 30 and beyond. Well 3 major things happened. I met my husband (who is overweight also and likes to cook and eat), I quit smoking, and I had a baby. Could these 3 things be what did it? I'm sure they all contributed. I just wish I knew when it was that I just said "oh what the hell, just keep gaining and gaining. Don't even try to stop the progression." Well that's not entirely true. I have done Weight Watchers in the past. In fact, 2 years ago I was down to 201. So how come I'm back to 245?! No clue. I think this journal might help me figure all that out though.
I was telling my daughter that I want to become a runner. Every runner I know has the perfect body. When you see someone jogging, they are toned all over. I've never seen a fat runner. So in my mind, I will put this as a goal. It might be a difficult one for me to achieve (oh who am I kidding, it def will) as I was never a good runner, even when I was skinny. Plus I am 45. Kind of a late start. However, I will start slowly by at lst, becoming a good walker and get into regularly exercising. Hmmm, how many days should I exercise? Every day, or 5 days a week? Need to research this I guess! One day though, I hope to be on a magazine cover inspiring other older moms. Now wouldn't that be awesome!?













