My name for all purposes is InASense, yes a pun on innocence, that thing we all wish to keep but lose along our journey in life. I've decided to write because of many reasons. One I have found that though some will listen though they do not seem to understand. I'm a mom, wife, daughter, and yet I feel more alone in my struggles than any outsider would view. I will be open to any criticisms no matter how harsh and any understanding would be greatly appreciated.

My intent on here is to have an outlet to document my day to day life in a journal type enviroment with perhaps one or two individuals who might be able to offer kind words of support to me along my journey. So to introduce myself I am 26 years old. I have had a semi-difficult life, made wrong choices that I thought were right which have led me here to where I am today. I am married to a very decent man, and have two wonder children ages 3 and 3 months. However life is not the fairytale we see on tv and daily I struggle between the realities of life and the dream of expectations that most women and mothers place upon themselves to be perfect and this is where my story begins.....