i never thought i would be doing this but it seems to be a good way to sort out all the bizarre thoughts i have had going through my mind over the last year. i just turned 50 so i am sure that has something to do with it - and perhaps some hormones too. i will tell you a few things about me first.
i have been married for almost 18 years and have a 16 year old son and a 14 year old daughter. i have always led a very controlled and conservative life with no drinking or smoking or drugs or non-mainstream sexual activity or anything illegal or even exciting. i have always been somewhat overweight and not particularly good looking with not much of a love life. i work in an industry that is mostly men so i have had mostly platonic (not necessarily in my head though) male friends and not many female friends. and there you have my life up until about a year ago. good times!!
next time i will get into the crazy thoughts in my head and the resulting actions and results.