It's complicated.

Sometimes how much I laugh is directly proportional to how hard the day is.

Sometimes the more wise-ass I get is directly related to my rising level of frustration/anger.


Sometimes the funnier people think I am is when I'm hurting the most.

Sometimes when I'm nice(-ish), it's because I've said or thought or done something horrible or mean.


Sometimes the brighter the smile, the closer the tears.

Sometimes I barely want to be your friend anymore but I can't stand the thought of you not being there.


Sometimes the more contrary and stubborn I seem, the more I really want to just give in and go along.

Sometimes the more I share, the more I want to hide from you.


Sometimes when I'm kidding, I'm really not. Much.

Sometimes I take myself way too seriously. And sometimes not seriously enough.


Sometimes the more polite I am, the less I actually like you.

Sometimes the more concerned I seem, the less I care.


Sometimes I feel like I'm being melodramatic (like now), which makes me feel awkward and embarrassed.

Sometimes (like now), I just want a big bear hug. (but not by a real bear)(maybe a panda)(or a koala. yes, a koala)


Sometimes I have no clue what to do next.

Sometimes I wonder what you would do.


In order to comment on, you'll need to be logged in. You'll be given the option to log in or create an account when you publish your comment. If you do not log in or create an account, your comment will not be displayed.