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Education in America: My Job Insecurity

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Lately, my posts about education are getting more and more frequent. There is also, of course, the creeping in of posts about pregnant girls that lead naturally back to my own pregnant teen years. It’s hard to miss that the word “years” was plural. The more I do that, the more I get questions (via e-mail or messages) about whether or not it’s okay that I write about my work. I’ve been called “gutsy” and “brave” for writing about my job and people wonder how I fly under the radar at work. Truth be told, I’m not under the radar.

School bus, rear view

Plenty of people know about my blog and read it. Including the superintendent. I mean, I don’t think he hangs on my every written word, but he brought it up to me recently at a dinner with book publishers we both attended. Every boss I’ve had knows about it because I just go ahead and throw it out there.

Hey. I write. On the Internet. With readers. It’s very Internetty. Don’t worry if you don’t “get it.” I also write using lots of parenthetical statements, so just ignore me if that’s not your thing. (But don’t lurk forever.) (Lurkers who never comment freak me out just a little bit.) (Especially if they only like to email me their comments.)

I’ve been asked recently if I’m worried about losing my job, but not because of the writing. Just because of all the things going on in education. For instance, there’s the Rhode Island superintendent who just fired all the high school staff due to low test scores. Or the letter from Bill Maher calling for the firing of parents, not teachers. To say that education is a battlefield right now is not giving the issue its due. But parents are pissed. Teachers are scared. And students are, as usual, getting short-changed. Our own district has proposed budget cuts that call for 50-some teachers not being offered a job again next school year in their current positions and having all administrators (including yours truly) take a salary freeze.

Personally, that last one will hurt. Quite a few people are dependent on my salary, including my children and my mother who is without health care –- the other hot issue at the moment. Apparently, some people think I make too much money, but that’s not really the point of this post.

Whatever option comes our way out of the four that are proposed by federal government (1. closing the schools, 2. using a restructuring/transforming model by replacing the principal, 3. firing all staff and rehiring up to 50 percent and 4. becoming a charter school) will hurt. It’ll be a hard pill to swallow because we don’t choose to leave students behind. Many of them come to us already behind, and our job -- without the aid of the community or any planned social structures -- is to bring them up to speed.

I could go on and on about how teaching is hard. There’s no doubt about that. Some stories help spur me on like the Englewood Urban Prep Academy for Young Men in Chicago because it’s about digging in and doing EVERYTHING POSSIBLE to make students successful. It’s not beyond our reach, it’s just that we, the collective “we,” don’t want to do that work because we get caught up in protecting ourselves.

This is not a popular opinion. I’ll get lambasted for saying it, because it will appear like I’m insensitive to teachers.

If you’re in this business of schooling students, then I hope you know we’re in this together. We get what we get. Parents aren’t keeping their better children at home. They’re sending us the best they have. What we see when we get them isn’t what we’d like to see.

If you’re going to go into teaching, you’ll get unmotivated, hard-to-like students who have short attention spans. Your content that you teach won’t be relevant to them. They won’t care one iota about it. They’ll be disorganized and selfish. When you mention that you have to get through the body of knowledge and standards and benchmarks, their faces will turn blank, and they’ll just keep blinking until you say something that matters to them. The fact that you have units to get through and tests to give are not what keeps them up at night. Your lesson plans are not their concern. Your homework will be completely uninteresting to them. Your lengthy lectures will not necessarily inspire them to

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Maria Young 5 pts

I used to want to be a high school teacher (English!) and your posts sometimes rekindle that desire and other times freak me out and make me glad I changed my mind, haha! It must take so much out of you, trying to raise your own child while immensely concerned for so many more whose lives you're involved in.

And, YOU DON'T MAKE ENOUGH. None of you in education do. So screw those that say otherwise.

- Maria Young

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Maria Young 5 pts

I used to want to be a high school teacher (English!) and your posts sometimes rikindle that desire and other times freak me out and make me glad I changed my mind, haha! It must take so much out of you, trying to raise your own child while immensely concerned for so many more whose lives you're involved in.

And, YOU DON'T MAKE ENOUGH. None of you in education do. So screw those that say otherwise.

- Maria Young

immoralmatriarch.com ( http://immoralmatriarch.com )

@maria0305 ( http://twitter.com/maria0305 )

Sahmtoo 5 pts

First, I have to apologize and say that I'm new to you and your writings.  I popped over here after seeing the post show up on my Facebook feed.  So forgive me for not knowing your other writings or for that matter, your history in the field of education.

But allow me to say that people like you are suffering the wrath of budget cuts and other chaos because other people are taking advantage of the system.  Let me explain (in as abbreviated form as I can).  Maybe if one of those unmotivated, hard-to-like students had started preschool in a qualified program then some of those 'issues' could have been addressed early on and hopefully corrected.  I'm in Iowa where we have a Statewide Voluntary Preschool Program where the state provides immense amounts of grant money to fund preschool programs to allow kids to attend pre-kindergarten classes. Primarily in locations where programs weren't previously available or parents might not have otherwise been able to afford it. Unfortunately, the program coordinator/teacher at one of our local preschools read realized that while the program is supposed to be FREE to families, the preschool could opt to charge tuition but it restricted the grant money specifically to salaries, supplies and training.  So that's what they did. (Funding was about $2700/child - 10 hours/week for 33 weeks) Parents who can't afford to pay end up scrimping to make tuition while she's taking away a very hefty salary AND turning in receipts to finish the schooling she needed for the job. 

I've fought it from the inside and lost... as an accountant, I'm obviously evil while as a teacher... she can do no harm.  Nobody is seeing that she's essentially taking money that was intended for the families. I'm not saying that teachers in general are overpaid or underpaid but she was making well more than industry standards by working the grant to her own advantage.

...And then the states don't have funds and need to cut from the districts... then the districts cut from the teachers... And people like you end up worrying.  It's just wrong.

Thanks for tolerating my grumbling. I've avoided posting on my own blog because it would certainly cause more problems with my job than I already have.  At least buried in a comment I can vent to someone who might understand without drawing too much attention to it.

Nicole
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Blaubaer 5 pts

I don't envy you!  I don't think I could ever be a high-school teacher.  Your description of how the students would be really threw me back to how I felt when I was about thirteen and struggling to get through the school day. 

I hated school because of all the rules that I felt were stupid, because they made us do all the same things, because everything was so repetitive and slow, and because when I asked why we were doing something, the reason was often just because the rules said we had to.  I resented this because I actually liked learning.  I was about three years ahead in math, and I had no trouble on any of the tests.  But school was miserable and I was on detention most days, for not doing my homework or being late or something like that.  I used to go to bed at night wishing I didn't wake up - I hated school that much.  To this day, I still wonder how it could have been better, and I can't think of any good answers.