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A Lesson in Art -- and Racial Identity

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I volunteer as an Art Docent at my kids' school, which means that once a month I go into the classroom to teach the kids about a famous artist and let them try their hand at the techniques that artist used.

For my latest project, I taught Little Brother’s first grade class how to draw self-portraits. The lesson was supposed to be about proportions. Each child would get a large sheet of white paper, on which they would draw an oval and sketch in pencil lines which would help them place their eyes, nose and mouth.

Image Credit: jonathanjonl, via Flickr

The supply list called for white paper for the faces and brightly colored paper for the backgrounds. At the last minute, I grabbed a stack of brown paper, too. The school is nearly half Latino, with some African-American, Asian, and Indian kids, as well as Hapa children, like my own. I created my sample -- my own self-portrait -- on a brown sheet of paper, even though it was slightly darker than my own complexion.

What followed was an eye-opening learning experience.

I circulated around the room with my stack of white and brown paper, telling the kids that they could have the shade they thought most resembled their skin.

Several of the Latino kids waffled back and forth, then settled on the white paper.

The lightest child in the class, a white-blond Caucasian boy, reached out for the brown paper.

So did a red-haired girl.

Little Brother (the paler of my kids) chose brown.

I walked over to a table where two African American girls sat. I handed one of them a brown paper. The lighter-skinned (mixed-race) Black girl grabbed a white paper.

What was going on here?

Maybe my attempt at nurturing a healthy self-esteem was backfiring into some kind of social experiment gone awry. I could surmise all kinds of arm chair sociologist conclusions:

Was it a reflection of the American obsession with tan skin that the palest White kids chose the brown paper?

Did the fairer skinned Black girl perceive herself as "light" in comparison to her peers?

The results eerily reminded me of the famous “doll experiments” conducted by African American psychologists Kenneth and Mamie Clark, in which Black children preferred to play with White dolls, rather than Black, and when asked to color in their faces, often chose shades lighter than their actual complexions. Those experiments took place in the 1940s. In 2006, a high school student named Kiri Davis replicated those doll experiments in her documentary film A Girl Like Me, and found similar results as during the 1940s. Apparently , those ideas are still alive in 2011.

My head was still spinning as we walked home that afternoon. I asked Little Brother what he thought of the art project.

"My picture didn't look that good. Yours looked really nice. Except your skin isn't that dark."

Race and Ethnicity Section Editor Grace Hwang Lynch blogs at HapaMama and A Year (Almost) Without Shopping.

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Amy Gibson 5 pts

Wow, Grace. Thanks for sharing so thoughtfully and vulnerably and encouraging this conversation.

Back when I taught 2nd grade, my favorite art lesson was based All the Colors of the Earth, a picture book by Sheila Hamanaka. (I got the lesson at a workshop by master teacher/artist/author Pat Barrett Dragan – here's a huge shout out to you!) In lyrical text and glowing illustrations, the author celebrates the "endless shades of you and me." Biracial children and kids of many different ethnicities find themselves reflected in the pages.

As a follow up to the book, we drew and painted self-portraits (to teach proportion), using many shades of instant coffee dissolved in water. Everyone found their skin tone or mixed it to match. It was cause for great celebration and energy in the classroom – as each noticed the beauty of their own particular skin color.

jillicious 9 pts

I had a kind of similar experience when I was my sons 4th grade class Mom and did holiday crafts and food etc. We made hats of a different kind, sort of. I chose a professional pattern for a bonnet and a straw hat. Guess what? Some of the boys wanted the bonnets and some of the girls wanted the straw hat! JM

strawberrytech 5 pts

Sweet project!! Maybe I could do that at my daughters school...it is interesting to see how kids think of themselves...as the mom of kids who have different dads I'd be very interested in seeing their choices!! Closest I've seen is using crayons of different colors...

Charissa Rie Del 7 pts

Very interesting! Surprising but almost not at the same time. Very good way to try to get the kids' opinions of who/what they think they are or how they feel bout themselves racially. Good experiment to see what colors they choose for themselves. I also like the comment that your son made at the end, personality!

I remember when I was in elementary school, I've done self portraits and drawings of myself also. I recall also using a crayon or colored pencil color that was darker than my fair skinned complexion. Thinking about it now, it was because I was self conscious of my skin color because I was one of the "palest" in my Asian side of the family and I wanted to be darker.

Do you think that project shows that children might already be aware and self conscious about the way they look based on what ethnicity they think they are?

Because I know I was at a very young age, but it seemed like there was only a few with that problem. Now there is becoming a lot more with that problem.

Anne Simon 5 pts

I think this is a great project! It might not bring consistent responses from children - each child has their own consciousness about their racial identity based on experience and development. Proposing the question and the opportunity is useful in itself. One of my greatest Mom treasures is a portrait my daughter did of her brother and her when she was about 8 years old. She is fair, blond and blue eyed with a significant port wine stain covering 1/2 of her forehead and one eye. Her brother is dark-skined african american. Her picture was spot on and they were walking hand in hand. Oh how I wish reality had been closer to that wonderful image in her imaginationE

Christina4646 8 pts

This sounds like the most adorable group of kids! It's always interesting to me how my own kids depict themselves in self-portraits. Great piece!

Stephanie Sylvester 7 pts

Yikes.

I appreciate your experiment, Grace, because kids should be given these opportunities at a young age to gently grapple with questions of race and identity. I firmly believe that these kinds of thoughtful experiments will produce more secure and confident adults.

BUT, like Jan, I have some serious questions for you about the irony of conducting an experiment about race with children, and then treating the one black child in your class differently than the others!! Do you think your black student noticed that she was the only one not given a choice? I do! I think the biracial girl noticed, too, and quickly claimed her right to choose her own color of paper. She is learning that if you are considered "black" you are treated differently than others, with less agency to define yourself on your own terms.

It is particularly troubling because in the history of our country, African-Americans have been the ONLY group who have not been allowed to self-identify. Others have always claimed the right to name and label us. This scenario was repeated in your classroom. The experiment was empowering for the kids who were given ownership of their own identities. VERY disempowering for the ONE kid who wasn't.

It is very hard to think about our own prejudices, especially when we believe that we are moving the conversation forward - but let me tell you, some of these things are so ingrained that we must really work to make sure that as adults, we are not transmitting these ideas to the children. It is a lot of hard work.

Grace, have you fully examined your own ideas about people of African descent? I suspect that like many others, you may unconsciously see them as "more different" than other races. Is that why you looked at your black student and decided for her that she would be the only one who would have no choice but to use the brown paper?

Again, yikes.

All that said, I so appreciate your efforts. These issues need to be thought about and discussed more in the classroom. And I love your blog!!

Grace Hwang Lynch 31 pts

Stephanie Sylvester Again, I appreciate your comments. This one has really hit me in a place of self-examination, and I'm going to expand upon this further.

I did not set out to turn this project to be an experiment. I was provided directions for an art lesson that assumed a Caucasian population and wanted to make it so the kids had an opportunity to use supplies that were more reflective of their selves.

I've been trying hard to recall the actual process of how the lesson took place since Jan's comment earlier. Did I automatically give the Black girl the paper? Or did I write it that way?

I'm horrified that I may have made the assumption that the Black child in this story would want brown paper. Perhaps my intentions, well-meaning as I thought they were, are rooted in biases that I didn't think I held.

Thanks again, Stephanie, for explaining your point of view in a thoughtful way.

Linda Shiue 6 pts

Interesting experiment Grace. Brings back a memory from my own kindergarten years (a million years ago) from show and tell-- whenever somewhat bought in a doll, they would describe it as "skin-colored" or "peach"-- which always left me confused. Wasn't there also a Crayola color along those lines?

Grace Hwang Lynch 31 pts

Linda Shiue Yes, there used to be a Crayola color called "Flesh". I remember it back in the 70s. And I also remember looking at it and thinking that's not what MY flesh looks like! I remember consciously trying to find the right mixture of yellow and tan to color in my skin in elementary school.

FYI, Crayola has since re-named "Flesh" to "Peach". I also bought a package of many different skin colored crayons from a teaching supply store for my kids to use at home. Too bad our schools don't have the budget to buy those crayons and art supplies, too.

jan williams 6 pts

I am curious as to why you allowed every other child except the African-American girl to self-identify, and choose their own color of paper. Why was she the only one to whom you "handed" a brown paper, rather than allowing her to choose either shade? Maybe it's the way the story is worded, and she in fact chose the beige paper. But this story to me reflects attitudes in society which hold that everyone has the right to define their own identity -- except African-Americans!

Grace Hwang Lynch 31 pts

jan williams I appreciate your comment, Jan. That really makes me think.

ajwilson412 8 pts

Wow! I am so glad you did this because is certainly eye opening! I wish you could go further with this into an experiment because it's certainly worth it!

HomeRearedChef 294 pts

That is really interesting! And I, too, had a chance to see the same kind of drawings in an art class where I worked for a while, but in a middle school. I can remember white children tell me that they wished they had black people's thick, curly hair. And as a child, I can remember desperately wanting my hair straight and long and blond, just like my best friend had. She was half white and half Mexican, though you would have thought she was all white (she had lovely piercing blue eyes).

What has been going on?

~Virginia

Karianna 6 pts

Yes! I had thin, blonde hair when young and desperately wanted the beautiful textured dark curls of my African-American classmates. As "luck" would have it, I ended up getting very thick hair during puberty, and now wish it were a bit thinner!

HomeRearedChef 294 pts

It seems that we are never totally happy with who we are! Karianna

Joan Haskins 7 pts

Oh, I used to see this happen in my class all the time! But for some reason, almost *every* child of color chose the beige paint when we did self-portraits. What is going on, is right!...

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Helen Spencer
Helen Spencer

Interesting! But good! I find my kids don't really have a strong awareness of other kids' colour - they just see them as other kids, exactly how it should be.