Lessons from a Murdered Not Mom: Live Your Life
Lately my mind keeps returning to the latest "first" in my life: I'm sad to say that for the first time, someone I liked a great deal has been murdered.
MURDERED. The word belongs on the news somewhere, not my blog post about a good woman gone too soon. But, of course, the word, and my friend's name, has been on the news too much lately.
Her name was Sharon Norfus. You may know someone like her in your life. Primarily, I knew her as the best MAC make-up stylist ever to grace our Saks Fifth Avenue. She taught as well as she applied her skills, leaving every woman in her seat believing she had the talent to re-create her new look at home. I compare Sharon's expertise to what it must be like if What Not to Wear's Stacy London worked on my closet.
I connected with Sharon at Saks regularly for years, and "connected" is truly a fitting verb. Even a quick stop purchase became a two-way conversation as I caught up on her mother's health and shared my own news. Her sunny disposition applied to beauty and Life in general, mine and hers, too.
Sharon was widely known for behind-the-scenes styling that made many theatrical performers look better than they had a right to shine. I'd run into her over the years through my work as professional communicator as she often partnered with photographers and videographers. At random shoots and locales, we'd laugh at the happenstance of the meeting.
So, like I said, she was murdered.
I found out weeks after the fact, casually reading a story about how the cops had arrested some guy for a murder. You know. The same headline that appears across the country every freakin' day. Honestly, I can't say why I was reading the piece all the way through in the first place. Nothing special drew me to it, certainly no photo of Sharon with her can't-miss-it silver hair.
The realization that I actually knew this murder victim was a gradual dawning across my psyche, then a warp-speed race to bug-eyed acceptance of horror. I started reading the article again from the top, then wished I hadn't.
The crime happened in Sharon's suburban apartment. A 20 y/o suspect is charged with aggravated murder, aggravated robbery, rape, kidnapping, tampering with evidence and six other offenses. Blood was found at the entrance to the suite.
Another reason to love the Internet: digital Guest Books. Most are accessible for at least a year after the death. Dozens, if not hundreds of women left messages similar to mine, and we each described ourselves the same way: "just a customer." The obituary surprised me by what I didn't know: energetic and youthful Sharon was 60 years old. And, she was a NotMom, "survived by" a mother, sister, goddaughter and more.
Several times since I learned of Sharon's death, my breath catches when I apply concealer and remember how she taught me to dab it just so only with my baby finger. At my annual visit with the ophthalmologist, I remembered how time and again Sharon urged me to ditch my glasses and go back to contacts. I may do it, too.
The point, I suppose, is the same as in an earlier post, when I noted that nobody cares that Marilyn Monroe didn't have kids. Everyone wants to be remembered after they die. We've been schooled since childhood that children are the guarantee. They carry the memories, the name, the blood.
I know like I know like I know: How you live your life is what shapes how you're remembered. Are you the bitch of the workplace or somebody who shares their lunch? Loyal or selfish? Lift up or tear down? It's that basic. This time it really is all about you. For all the marbles.