The Light at the end of a long, dark tunnel
When you're about to get married you feel all sorts of things: Happiness. . Butterflies. . Fear. . Excitement. . Anxiety. . but more than anything LOVE. Now, that I am officially divorced - don't get all shocked, it's a WONDERFUL thing - I went back and read the last post I wrote before getting married 11 months ago, and I noticed something SO profound, I wish I would've caught it then. - http://lifeasitdoes.blogspot.com/2012/02/tomorrow-is-day.html. I never said I felt loved. . or was in love. . Which is good. . at least, I'm honest, right?
I actually read all the posts I wrote to chronicle the path I took to the altar, and came up with some relationship lessons learned (and reinforced) that are helping me move forward.