Tina Bean

I am a struggling recovering addict, mother of 4 grown children, daughter to an amazing mother, wife to my soulmate and life partner of all lives I will be able to live meaning he is my eternal partner, grandmother to a precious gift from God my grandson, and God mom to many young women, and I am struggling to give birth again after 20 years due to my tubes being tied, ONE THING I DO KNOW FOR SURE IS THAT THROUGH ALL THIS GOD HAS! IS AND WILL ALWAYS SEE ME THROUGH TO HIS ENDING AND NOT MINE.

Life is so darn funny, crazy, and irrupting sometimes, what to do........

Ok  so I allowed my youngest twin daughter to take our grandson with her to see his mother on Mn and then the 3 of them would go out to vegas for a little fun in the sun with him. I have yet to talk withmy grandson as he seems tonot want to talk on the phone with me ever which I find totally ironic becasue when he is here it's nana this nana that and so forth. Not only that I am trying really hard to make some headway with my daughter and that is seeming to not happen either. I am so confused right now....more


So, today I am dealing with my anemia and it is like come on already because I have so many things that need to be done in my home. Oh yeah and not to mention I will be taking a short stint to Minnesota which quite honestly I am not looking forward to at all butt it gots to be done. My challenge while I am there will to not buy any pills while I am there or use any excuses to get them. Oh I will be getting an owl tattoo while I am there I am stoked about that....more


Ok so I titling these blogs is for the birds cause I am not sure on how to title them but what I do know is that my first blog was truth from a past that built a very strong and courageous fighting woman who strives to grow each and every day. ...more


Where do I begin, today I got inspiration from Natalie and it was refreshing cause it reminded me that I need to give something back on a very important area of my life that I have not done in a while which is my addiction to sex, alcohol, pills, street drugs, and shopping and food which quite honestly now that I think about it I could probably be addicted to just about anything if I allow myself too....more