CHAOS: Diane

I am Diane, married with 3 remarkable kids! There was a time in my life when I didn't know if I was ever going to be a mummy, infertility really sucks and it was a very dark period in my life. I am now out the other side, with a loving and devoted husband and my adorable blue eyed children. My son Lucas was 21 months old when I gave birth to twin daughters, Abigail & Emily. Struggling with 3 children aged 2 and under was a mission. What am I talking about was, it is still a mission. Every day. I struggle with many emotions, including a lot of guilt. My husband and I slog it out on our own, without help day in day out. It is exhausting. We are stressed. We argue over irrelevant issues. We are tired. I hold out until they are older, when I am told I will be thankful for the closeness. I wait with baited breath for those days. In the mean time I struggle.