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Lesbian?

January 22, 2011  Read more >

i love a woman

so, i have a lot to say, need to put a lot of thoughts on "paper" but i'm gonna start with what happened last night.  Read more >

groundlessness...

it is taking every fiber of my being not to reach out to her in some way. make sure she remembers me. make sure she thinks of me.i found a funny picture of a dog in a daisy costume. i wanted to send it to her. i didn't. i posted in on fb, hoping maybe she'll like it.i read a poem she wrote in september, gearing up for a march/rally for marriage equality, i think. the poem is so beautiful, so moving. amazing. i want to tell her i think so. i feel like i shouldn't. this is the weekend to sit on my hands. so i won't say anything...  Read more >

charge...

My charge this weekend: leave 10.0 ALONE. Today I feel like I went a little crazy, put all my eggs in one basket, so to speak, and I need to just calm the fuck down. Today, things were really awkward with her-I think we both pulled away from each other after being so open yesterday, and it hurt me too much to feel space btw us. She didn't come to the dance party at the end of the day-in point of fact, no one did-and the way I reacted, you'd think she'd just ripped my beating heart out, spat on it, and stomped it into pulp.I cried.  Read more >

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My journey from straight, married woman, to single lesbian. It's been a wild ride.

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Full Name
Enigma in Love
Member Since
January 2011
About Me: 

i'm 30, a graduate student, in the process of divorcing from my husband and beginning to really live my own life, for the very first time.  i am a lesbian. i only realized this about myself 1 year ago. i clearly have a lot to write about.

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New York, NY
 

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