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You, Me and Her...

You wanted her ,because you said, she reminded you of me, and how it used to be,so I thought is he replacing me .You couldn't see the real me because you were too busy seeing her,and she laughs as she thinks she will replace me. You were sure you wanted her as she wanted you and so sure you didn't want me, again she laughs as she thinks she will soon replace me. You left me to be with her ,she laughs as she says she is now me. Now that she has you and you are with her, you realize you just don't want her as she just isn't me.  Read more >

fears of a mother are never ending...

After a week of stressing and what not, my daughter got the phone call she was ok. The biopsy came back low grade and for now she is ok. It was such a relief, it just felt like we could breathe and this weight taken off our shoulders. I was so concerned I would not survive without my daughter. she had faith in me when no one else did.She encouraged me to continue when I thought i could not. She honored me by having her last name legally removed from her fathers last name to mine.  Read more >

fears of a mother

Some years ago, I was told I had an abnormal pap smear, when I went in I was informed my cancer cells were high. The following week I was having a biopsy done. For some reason it did not phase me. After those results the doctor said they would keep an eye out on it and I had to have another pap in six months. Six months later, there I was again waiting for the results of another biopsy, this time I was some what nervous. Test came back again with in normal range.  Read more >

Final part to mom and Bella

…Mom’s wake was on my daughter’s first birthday, I was so sad because I just lost my mom. Yet I also felt so guilty for not being able to celebrate my daughters first birthday.  My mom’s funeral service was beautiful, my sister organized it all, and she did however come to us for approval on things. Yes being the typical Mexican family we did have a mariachi band playing. All songs were of losing a lost one, but my mom loved music and it was one of her wishes. We also set 7 doves free, six to represent each of her children and one representing her.  Read more >

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Full Name
Juana Reyes
Member Since
January 2012
About Me: 

I am a mother of 4 children ages  22, 21 and 3 year old and a 1 year old. As you can see I had my last two little one late in life. I also have 5 grandchildren ages from 7 months up to 6 years old. I am 42 years old and currently returned to college to work on getting a degree. I am of hispanic decent.I currently live in Ontario, California with my boyfriend, the father of my last two little ones. There has been a controversy with our relationship, due to the fact that I am quite a bit older than him.I love to read when ever I can I like mostly fiction. Some of my favorite authors are Dean Koontz, Ann Rice and Anne Rule just to name a few. However I am open to any type of book especially when recommended. I have always like to write my thoughts and or adventures, so I look forward to sharing some of them with you.

Profession: 
Currently a returning student, full time mommy, cook, well you get the picture
Location: 
Ontario, California
Location Tags: 

Ontario, California. Inland Empire.

School Tags: 

Chaffey College

Causes Tags: 

American Cancer Society, Relay for life, active team member for the last 3 years

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