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Senior Year Came Too Fast

9/14/10 2:53am by lovetheworld
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I'm about to start my senior year at one of the most amazing colleges in the world, and I've realized recently that I never expected this time would come. As I watched seniors in previous years struggle to figure out "plans after college," it never really dawned on me that that would be ME someday. School has always seemed like it would go on forever, and now I'm terrified about what lies ahead.  Read more >

Saying goodbye

3/16/10 1:03am by lovetheworld
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I'm tired of being the one to break the silence. I'm tired of calling, tired of texting. Tired of being the one to remind you you're great when I'm not so sure that you are. I'm tired of being the one to make you laugh, of being the one to boost your spirits after you've hurt me yet again. I'm tired of wiping your tears, holding your hand, picking up the pieces. I'm tired of the lies and the tearful apologies. I'm tired of fighting for us when you don't. Grow up. Take responsibility. Take initiative. I'm tired of taking care of the immature boy that you are.  Read more >

Baby steps

3/15/10 2:10am by lovetheworld
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I've been trying really hard these past few days to just accept my body the way it is, the weight it is. When I stop bingeing, I hope that I will lose weight, but I know that won't happen instantly and I have a long road ahead. It's really really hard for me to accept that. I want to fix things NOW, but it doesn't work like that. I figured out that I have to stop trying to restrict foods. I'm someone who really hates being told what to do by anyone, and from my behavior lately, it seems like telling myself what to do or setting rules for myself hasn't been working too well either.  Read more >

Acceptance

3/12/10 1:42am by lovetheworld
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I'm feeling more pressure than ever to lose weight (and quickly!) because I want to look good in a bathing suit during spring break (which is coming up in 10 days). I keep contemplating drastic diets just because I want that binge weight off NOW. The underlying "catastrophe" fears around that are that people will notice I've gained weight, people will judge me for gaining weight, and people won't like me as much because I've heavier. My other "catastrophe" fear is that I'm going to spin completely out of control and get as fat as my mom if I don't gain control NOW.  Read more >

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