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Still lost

5/22/12 2:41am by SMOKIN
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Well I'm back.Two years later, I am now divorced. Dating someone new and going to couples counseling with my ex-husband. I am officially nutso!I'm still lost. I had several good months; and, now I feel lost again. Somedays I can feel the real me. It's like she's peeking around the corner to see if I'm OK. I need her back, the real me.  Read more >

roller coaster

4/27/10 10:45am by SMOKIN
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I was so UP yesterday and last night. Today I want to kill her. And I don't trust him.   I just want to be better, to not question myself and not care so damn much. The new friendship quest is going at a snail's pace. I guess it's not time for it to get better! Damn it  Read more >

December from hell

4/20/10 1:51pm by SMOKIN
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I've never done this before. Bare my soul I mean. Because I am about to bare my soul. Maybe not all today but in the next few months. In December I caught my husband coming out of a hotel with room with another woman. A woman he had been seeing for four months or so. Yes, we are still together. Do I want to be? Most days. Why am I sharing? Because I am in so much pain, I can't move forward with my life. I am so angry with her. My anger with him has mostly burned out. Thank goodness. We have talked about it until I don't really want to talk about her anymore.  Read more >

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