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Life is a Tangled Web with a Twist

I have not posted in a while. I've been thinking. I finally came to the conclusion that I needed "help."  My husband and I clung to the hope that "help" would help me stop being so angry and sad.  The appointment was set weeks in advance because the "help" I selected (by "help" I mean therapist) was very booked.    Read more >

Tonight ... I was helpful, I *think*

I think I helped tonight.  Time will tell if I am right.Approximately 3 weeks ago Manchild announced that he had a girlfriend.  This was good news  for his Dad and I.  He's 17 -- he ought to have a girlfriend.  That said, based on the rapid way they became a couple, I didn't have expectations that this relationship would be counted in months rather than weeks.  Read more >

So, I "Need" "Help" ...

Somehow being able to write gives me an outlet and makes me calmer, eases the resentment.I opened my BlogHer account today and noticed that my post "I am Evil" has 650 views, but "And So I Came Clean" has less than half that number, "Awkward" is under 100. I think that misery and drama "sells" (my blog is not monetized).  Figuring out that you are figuring things out, does not.  Reality is boring.  Read more >

Awkward

Sunday was my first post, the evil Post.  Tuesday night was the night I “Came clean.”  I thought somehow coming clean would make things easier, better. Perhaps in the same way that a cheater feels if they tell their spouse the guilt will be gone.  Except the guilt is replaced by sadness.  I’ve made my husband so very sad.  Mornings are a lot more quiet right now.  He says he’s waiting for Feb 5 – the first counseling appointment.  So we can start to fix this.  Read more >

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