A Mile in Daddy's Shoes

Now that you know about daddy and his battle with colon cancer ( original post here) I can confess some of my random thoughts.  Like - Would I fight as gracefully and bravely as he is?  Would others find me an inspiration like I do him?  Do I even want to know?  The answer is I don’t know. 

What I do know is that I don’t want to have to battle colon cancer one day, I don’t want HIM to have to battle colon cancer now and I don’t want ANYONE to have to battle colon cancer ever.  I so I pray.  I pray for daddy, mama, our family, the doctors, the drugs, a cure.  I pray that no one has to know the helplessness that comes from watching a loved one fight a battle you cannot do anything about.  And I run.  I run for peace of mind.  I run for a cure.  I run for daddy.

As I was lacing up this morning to work on week one of the Nike Training I thought about ”wearing” daddy’s shoes when I was a kid and shuffling around in shoes that were too big for me.  I can’t wear daddy’s shoes now either.  I can’t fight for him, I can’t cure his cancer.  But I can train and each time I think of giving up or calling it good enough I can think of daddy and how he battles every day, every moment and I can go on.   Step by step, mile by mile until there’s a cure and no one else’s daddy has to battle an insidious disease like colon cancer.

I am forever grateful to Stephanie at Metropolitan Mama for her How to Train for a 5K post.  On it I found great advice on training, shoes and such.  I also rediscovered my love for running.  While I’m nowhere near the in the same shape I was in as a teenager I still love it.  I can’t run as far or as long as I used to but I’m getting there one step at a time.  And we’re getting closer to a cure one step, one dollar at a time.  Won’t you join me in the race

Blessings,

Happi

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