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My first blog here on BlogHer!
This year I have decided to make changes in my life. Out with the old and in with the new.
The biggest change I am making is that I am not going to talk badly about myself or to myself. I have a goal to lose 119lbs this year. So far I am down by 30. Big task, I know! But it is totally doable!
I have a goal to be open to a positive, loving, reciprocal relationship. I am tired of one sided relationships. I am tired of being lied to. I am tired of being alone. So...I am asking all my friends to fix me up with someone whom they think I would enjoy a nice evening.
I am also commiting to getting into the gym so I feel stronger and healthier as I lose weight. Right now I am focusing on my upper body. As the weight comes off I will re-evaluate my progress to see how I am doing overall.
There are things in my head that I don't know how to get out. Perceptions of myself are causing such pain and sadness and I just can't figure out how to fix things.
But that is the goal for this year. Figure it out! Fix it! Make it OK!
