My Memories of Phyllis Diller

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For 30+ years, Phyllis lived in the same Brentwood home in West LA. She called the area "Murderer's Alley" for her infamous neighbor, OJ Simpson. ("What a nightmare that was. We were trapped.") The home is spectacular, tasteful without being ostentatious. Her office walls are covered with head shots of famous comedians and friends, all of them fans. (Richard Lewis' inscription summed them all up: "I adore you!")

Phyllis had named her living room The Hope Salon and a full oil portrait of her friend and mentor, Bob Hope, was lit up next to the grand piano. The entry hall had a giant oil painting of an empty stage with a lonely microphone and a spotlight, signed by the artist herself, Ms. Diller.

Phyllis Diller and Bob Hope: Credit Image: © Nate Cutler/Globe Photos/ZUMAPRESS.com

Phyllis Diller was much more beautiful in person than I'd expected. With all that plastic surgery, I was prepared for a disturbing image, like seeing Meg Ryan at a distance. Not at all. "The trick with the surgeries is knowing when to stop," she told me. "I once had the best plastic surgeon and then he up and died on me ... the NERVE!" Phyllis looked wonderful -- an attractive older woman, but not at all plastic. At some point, I mentioned my own very-different experience with plastic surgery as a child and young adult (25 surgeries), and she was fascinated, asking me questions and listening with real concern.

That was another striking surprise about Phyllis, her impeccable manners and her incredibly sharp mind. Nothing escaped her -- politics, social issues, geographies, the arts -- and, like any lifelong student, she was never bored. While talking in her living room, Phyllis became distracted by her cat, Miss Kitty, chasing a fly. "Oh, look! She gonna get it! Look at her!" she squealed. "Now then, where was I?" Meanwhile, I was thinking, "God, I love this woman."

Credit Image: © Kathy Hutchins/ZUMAPRESS.com

Phyllis lived very much in the moment, as long as that moment was stimulating. She once told her friend, the comedian/magician, Penn Jillette, "If I try something new and I'm not good at it, I get bored and quit. There are too many other things to master." Somewhat famously, Phyllis did not suffer fools -- she could be curt and impatient. She was also famous for never, ever giving an encore performance, no matter how frantically the audience clapped. "When I leave the stage, that's it. I don't come back," she said.

At some point during that visit, I'd made the mistake of complaining about my age -- I was 36. "HA!" she blurted, and then came up and poked me in the chest with every word: "I hadn't even been on stage yet when I was your age!" And then again for good measure, another sharp poke: "HA!"

More than anything, this scene made me realize how long life could be, how much I could get done. I can still feel her finger poking in to my chest and it pushes me forward to do scary, productive, fun-for-fun's-sake things. This is a woman who, after birthing six children (three of them preceded her in death), became the world's first female stand-up comic. She was 37 years old when she first performed on stage at The Purple Onion in San Francisco on March 7, 1955. Her husband, Sherwood, battled depression and couldn't keep a job, so it was up to Phyllis to support the family. (He was, however, hot in the sack, she confided.)

I asked Phyllis if she knew she would become famous. She sighed and, for once, was quite serious, "Yeah, I knew." Diller is listed in the Guinness Book of World Records for delivering 12 punch lines per minute -- a record that still stands today. Watching her act or listening to her old comedy albums is like witnessing lighting -- it's so quick, so natural, so powerful. It lights up the room in one bright flash after another. Her son Perry once observed, "Mom rides the audience like a jockey rides a horse."

As if this weren't enough, Phyllis also became an accomplished concert pianist, performing with over 100 symphonies across the United States. Her arthritis kept her from playing in the later years, so she turned to painting. She'd produced some greeting cards, and even sent me a batch. While the photographers were setting up the equipment in her living room for the shoot, I asked if I could see her artist's studio. She turned to her housekeeper, Dottie, and said excitedly, "Take her upstairs. Show her the wig room too!" I had my camera and Phyllis Diller was giving me the run of the place; it was like a dream come true.

Perry, her youngest, was a wild teenager and former heavy metal drummer, and he'd wallpapered his bedroom in black-and-white tiger stripes. After he moved out and become a banker, Phyllis turned the room into storage for all her wigs and show costumes. I nearly fainted. I snapped a few photos (they are somewhere here on the farm, I swear) and moved on to her artist's studio, which included several paintings in the works.

Also in the studio was one of the most valuable things I have ever laid eyes on -- a big wooden, square file cabinet (like the ones in libraries) with long drawers holding endless 3"x5" cards. Each card had a Phyllis joke on it (she wrote all her own stuff), and they were organized by topic! There were thousands of cards in there; it was quite astonishing. In the coming years, I would worry about that collection and urge her to get it into a museum. Finally, she told me it had a reserved spot in the Smithsonian, thank God.

As I came down the stairs, she looked up, "Well, whattya think?" I shook my head, "I think that there are about 30 very average people walking around right now -- you've hogged enough talent for all of them." She laughed her famous laugh and enjoyed that theory very much.

I cannot begin to describe how much fun it was to be able to make someone like Phyllis Diller laugh. Of course, I couldn't resist trying. I had memorized bits of that 1961 album and performed them back to her -- man, she loved that. She just roared. And honestly? I don't think it was my performance, she was admiring the genius of her own writing. When I reenacted her bit about aging, ("A woman hits 40 going 90 miles an hour and BOY, that's a crack up...") she laughed loudly and said, "God, that's brilliant!"

But my favorite secret fact about Phyllis was that she was a big-time foodie and simply reveled in cooking. When touring, she'd bring all her own food, cookware, and a hot plate and make gourmet dinners for her staff after each show. She talked about how careful she was in peeling tomatoes for a specific recipe, "I'm a classicist, you see."

During one phone conversation, she mentioned to me that she was about to go to the market. (She no longer drove herself, though she would occasionally take out her 1927 Mercedes Excaliber Phaeton complete with gangster headlights and a horn that played "Bridge on the River Kwai.") I asked what she was going to buy, so she excitedly grabbed her shopping list and read it off to me. In addition to the usual meats and vegetables, the list included three flavors of Jell-O. "I LOVE Jell-O," she declared.

So, when her birthday rolled around that year, my father urged me to send her a giant box filled with Jell-O boxes. She sent me a long thank-you note (Phyllis is quite the formal corresponder). "I laughed so hard! Thanks for giving me a gift I could really use."

After that, I was on her Christmas card list, which was an annual delight. Her penmanship was exquisite, though I could see the lines getting shakier as the years went by.

When I last spoke to her, it was post-martini time -- she had one every night. Her secretary initially apologized to me in mousy chirps, "I'm sorry but Ms. Diller doesn't talk to anyone after 8:30 p.m. ... " -- and then Phyllis jumped on another phone line and shouted enthusiastically, "Heather, DARLING! You KNOW that come June, I think I'll be running out of my Jell-O stash so .... " I took the hint and sent her another big box that year for her birthday in July.

I could spend hours reminiscing about Phyllis, what she meant to me, to women and the world of comedy. I'm so honored to have met her and walked the earth at the same time. There's a spot in my heart -- and my chest -- that carries the mark of her influence. As Morrissey declared with foresight, hers is a light that will never go out.

Rest in peace, Phyllis. I hope they have canes full of gin in heaven, and tell Bob we all say hello.

~Heather

BlogHer Section Editor, LIFE & GREEN; Proprietor, Second Chance Ranch and ClizBiz

Check out my ancient review of the little-seen documentary on Phyllis's stand up career, "Goodnight, We Love You."

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