Time for a baby-making break

Another negative pregnancy test result today....The worst part, perhaps, is that since I'm taking progesterone, my body feels pregnant for the time that I'm taking it. On the one hand, it helps me from getting my hopes up; I can blame the changes on the progesterone (like that song...blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol). But on the other hand, having had a miscarriage at 8 weeks, I remember what it feels like to be pregnant. It adds to the rollercoaster and helps ease the dips at the same time....more

The Monthly Rollercoaster

I'm not ready to use the word "infertile" - because I don't know that for sure. But as a 41 year old lesbian, my journey is very similar, but also quite different....more