Where's My Confidence?

All my life I have been struggling with my body image. If I'm good looking enough, if i'm pretty, skinny, all of that. When I look in the mirror, all I want to be able to do is call myself beautiful and mean it. Why can't I do that?I am engaged, I love my Fiance with everything I have. He accepts me for me, tells me I'm beautiful everyday, makes me feel beautiful. But when the times comes when I have to call myself beautiful with no help. I can't do it. All I want to do is cry, I don't understand why its so hard to love myself.. ...more