My first blog. Not sure how this is going to work for me. I really am not a blogger, let alone a person to be so open about myself. I am already thinking about giving this up and this is just my first post. What do I want to talk about? I guess the best thing for me is to ease myself into this.I am deciding to do things different this time around.  Since, I am starting my life all over with God, family, and friends, I figure that I can not keep doing the same thing that has kept me in an alarming state of stress....more