I don't think I will ever enjoy sex

I never been boythe one to enjoy sex. It all started when I was a junior in high school. Me and my boyfriend were not only physically but sexually attracted to each other. He us to finger me a lot and I did like it since I was a virgin.  But when that special day came it wasn't what I expected. I thought it would be better the next time, but it wasn't. We broke up(not because of sex) but I thought it since he was a virgin as well and didn't know what he was doing was the reason I did not feel pleasure. My next partner was well experienced and an ex from the past....more