I'm unsure

My sweet baby girl was born dead on July 10th 2012...Harper LynnI'm so unsure of how to deal with this... I feel like I'm grieving wrong. I keep reading that there is no right or wrong way to grieve but I still feel like I'm doing it wrong.Inside I'm broken, my heart aches... it physically hurts. But outside I feel like I should be showing it more. I feel like I should be crying all the time and unable to get out of bed and worthless. Inside that is how I feel but it doesn't match my outside. I think I am trying to be strong so people leave me alone....more