I am going to do OA. It is one of the hardest decisions I have ever made. I have just gotten heaver and I am sick of it. I know there is something wrong with me. I need to get past my problems of my past and finally live my future. I can do this for no one but me. Please pray for me. Thank you ahead of time for the ones that do and bless everyone for even reading about my problem. I am tired of hurting myself and it needs to stop.