Restless

Elizabeth 8/14 8:55 a.m.

Beyond comfortable. So true. Time is funny. So are memories. Some are gone and some are so clear in my head it's like they happened yesterday. You seem like a yesterday. What did you do for your 40th?

Andrew is a year older than me, his birthday on May 25th. And I have always thought of him on that day, wondered where he is.

Andrew 8/14 8:58 a.m.

Unfortunately there are a lot of memories between you and today that I'd rather forget, including some pretty awful birthdays. My 40th was one of the worst, the day I moved out of my marital home. Spent the day lugging boxes and setting up a new life. Ended up having a beer on my own that night. But knowing you're out there is making the memories seem a little more distant. Any big revelations, entering a new decade of your life? Feeling wiser?

Yeah, wiser does not describe how I feel. Hornier. Unfulfilled, though I tried my darnest with Miller, and I think he gave it his all too. Restless. That's it, restless.

Finish reading this post and begin the story, One Click Away, from the start on July 3, at www.godeeperliz.blogspot.com

Elizabeth Gordon Barrett

http://godeeperliz.blogspot.com/

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