- Share This Post
- Pin It
- 0
-
Sparkle (0)
So Many Secrets within us
Sometimes I wonder if I shouldn’t think so much because
when I do I usually end up feeling more anxiety then I can handle and it takes
days to make it go away so there I go already telling you one of my secrets. It’s a secret because any one who knows me
would say I’m a tough straight shooting person who always speaks her mind and
if you really aren’t ready for the truth doesn’t ask me a question because I’ll
express my opinion in detail and there rarely is any misunderstanding of what I’m
saying.
Consequently if I’m really capable of wearing my life on
my sleeve (that’s what they say) what’s this with my secrets and isn’t that a conflict of what my
friends and family really think about me and my life. When I ponder and lament I find myself
saddened by many of the choices I’ve made and like most of us we
can’t change what we’ve done if it’s your job or home (where you live)
it’s almost impossible to adjust what you’re doing and thinking about selling a
home today is questionable for getting a fair sale price so what’s the sense of
feeling bad about those choices instead live with them and have as many good
days as you can.
Therefore on Easter Sunday early afternoon hours away from
going to on of my siblings home to share Easter dinner I find myself wishing I’d
made different choices in my life some even this year and I wonder how many
other women secretly have those thoughts of disappointment with their
current lives and little to no opportunity for changing things rather just having
to manage and accept where they are today being grateful for little things
forgetting their real personal dreams as they are impossible to achieve
especially if your like me over 60. You
can read all the self help books articles and television shows giving all the
advice they want however from what I see (and I see a lot) most of us are stuck
in the rut of choices we made years ago with no possible change in the
future and instead we have to learn to live with the seeds we planted and
anyone telling you different is full of bologna. Therefore my big Secret it’s simple there
are few choices I’ve made in the last ten years that were good for me and I’m
thinking I’m not alone what do you think?
Dorothy from grammology
