I need your help.

Things haven’t been going well with S for a while now.  I know it’s my fault.  I’ve been scared and distant.  I guess I should explain.

We started dating in July.  It was new and it was wonderful.  Everything was perfect (as it always is at the beginning of a new relationship).  But he then at the end of August he left.  He had to go to Maryland for a Co-op.