By mommyboots on August 15, 2010
My friend Michelle blogged recently about how her son Liam has sprouted this little personality, seemingly overnight. I got to thinking about Nellie and how her personality has evolved and emerged in the last few months. I had always anticipated her as being mellow and easy-going because she was never very active in the womb. To an extent, I was right. When we're out with her she just sits back and watches the world. Her big eyes just drink in the sights, the faces of the people she meets, the colors that the world has to offer. When people talk to her, she almost always gives them a smile. Not a big, open-mouthed grin (those are saved for her favorite people) but a smile and people comment on how easily she goes to folks she doesn't know.
Nellie has recently begun to emit this low, gutteral, growling/grunting noise. The first time she did it I was convinced she was pooping, because it was so close to her "poopnoise" but when I checked her diaper repeatedly it was dry as a bone. She kept doing it, and I figured it was just one of those weird baby things. Either that, or she was turning into some prehistoric beast.
Another thing that she will do is pull her pacifier out of her mouth and then blow raspberries on it and it looks and sounds like she's playing it as a trumpet. When you pick her up and she is facing you, her hands immediately go onto your face. She examines you silently, her eyes poring over the details of your features and then she likes to rake her nails down your cheeks and pull on your lower lip until you scream.
Nellie loves my hair and she is lightning-quick when it comes to pulling it. Before I can react, her little fingers whip out and grab hold of either side of my head and she pulls me like you would a horse's reins. I started making a game of lightly shaking my hair over her face and she would giggle. I stopped when she snatched a handful of my curls and tugged so hard I thought blood was going to come out of my head.
Nellie can sit unassisted now. It, like every other milestone she's achieved, seemed like it happened overnight. One day she couldn't sit and then one day, she could. She can also stand if she's leaning back against something, or if you are holding her hands and helping her balance. There aren't any signs of actual words yet and I suspect she's going to be a mover before she's a talker.
In the past two months, I feel like the post partum fog has finally lifted. It's not that I didn't enjoy Nellie before about two months ago. I just feel like I've finally gotten into this whole "Mom Groove" and have really become confident in myself as a mother. The other day at work, I was looking at a picture of her and I began to cry because I was just hit with this sudden and overwhelming sense of missing her. My heart was filled with longing and I just wanted to hold her in my arms and snuggle my nose into her neck and smell her sweet baby scent.
This girl.. This girl is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me, the greatest thing that I've ever done. She's growing so fast. This year has gone by so quickly it's terrifying. We packed away her swing in favor of an Exersaucer. We said "bye bye" to her bath seat, and hello to her "big girl" tub (a yellow Munchkin duck; she's not quite ready for the actual tub yet). Her newborn and 3 month clothes are packed away and she's almost grown out of her 6 month clothes.
Yes... My girl is growing up faster than I can keep up with. Every day with her is precious, because every day is a step closer to her needing us less and less.