It's scary to think that in ten years, Emma will be 15, James 13, and Will 12. Not to mention how old Steve and I will be...
If I am still blogging in ten years, I don't see myself blogging on this blog. I started this blog to help me get through postpartum stuff. It is my hope and expectation that I will have been able to move on by then and that I will be on to bigger and better things.
I do think I will always be an advocate and support for perinatal mood disorders. I just don't think I'll be struggling on a daily basis the way I am now.
I have never been any good at trying to predict my future. I would much prefer to stay precisely in the present. I can handle the present. Today was a good day. I am able to say that the sticker chart has been helping immensely. I have consistently been showering, drying my hair, and doing laundry and dishes. I have also been dressing the kids and feeding them. The only thing on my list I have not been super consistent with is walking. I did walk the last three days, though. I only didn't walk today because of the snow. I hope it doesn't ruin my motivation.
I am getting there. Slowly but surely.