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Today would have been my 12th anniversary with ex if I wouldn't have divorced his ass. And the rest of him.
Today is also Ex's ex-best friend's birthday. They are ex-best friends because after I divorced him, he tried to hook up with his best friend's wife.
Because he tried to hook up with his best friend's wife, her and I were able to be friends again because her husband wouldn't allow it. He, in all of his 800 pounds (I am NOT exaggerating here), was scared of ME. I was the only one who would stand up to him for her.
Because we were allowed to be friends again (and after Ex tossed her to the curb once he helped ruin her "marriage") I was able to help her through the tough times when leaving her husband who is now her ex-husband. She is now my BFF.
I celebrated last night with 1 movie, 2 orgasms, and 3 beers with BF.
This morning I am contemplating my relationship with BF. He is my love and has been for a long time. A very long time.
He is my rock. He puts up with my craziness. He cooks, does dishes, and gives me back rubs. He works hard for me and the boys.
He thinks I am sexy, even with the 15 pounds I have gained since we got back together. I don't know why he thinks that, but he really truly does.
Despite the crap in my marriage, I am not soured against marriage with BF.
I do miss the silly friendship that ex and I had despite the crap in the marriage end of things. We knew we should have not gotten married. We discussed it many times. Called the wedding off daily before it happened. We were young and thought it was what we were supposed to do as the next logical steps in our lives.
He turned out to be abusive, an alcoholic, a non-existent parent, horrid with money, and very lazy.
He asked me about 6 months ago if I regretted my decision to leave him. Via text. I texted him back and told him that I didn't but that I did miss our friendship.
He will never forgive me for leaving him "for another man." I didn't want it to be that way. He will never realize why I left him. He will never fess up to the abuses. I has denied them to everyone, although I have told only BF. And even then not everything. The ONLY person that knows the majority of it is BFF, that's just because she was there for a lot of it and endured much of it herself with her ex.
Two peas in a pod. Us and them. Bastards.
